I’m used to it
the worst feeling is when you’re close to someone but they have someone who they will always like more than they like you
hello darkness, my old friend,
i’ve come to talk with you again
the sound of silence - simon & garfunkel
My problem is I get trapped in these cycles of sadness where I’ll go days sometimes a week or two without talking to anyone and all I want to do is lock myself away. I hate that this happens but I can’t make it stop and all it does is hurt everyone around me and I just want to be okay but I have no idea what okay is anymore.